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4:19 p.m. - December 16, 2003 Mrs. V had a meeting all of first block so I had the room to myself and spent the period studying and getting online, but it wouldn't let me come here or to the divine providence message board. The school stupid computers have a "bad page" blocker and it blocks just about every site I try to get on- Diaryland, ezboard message boards, fanfiction.net. STUPID THING. Found out my grades for the next interim- BAND- A VET ASSISTANT- A WORLD HISTORY- A BASIC MECHANICS/ANIMAL SCIENCE- A I'm proud of myself......Congrats all around. Linz gets her wisdom teeth pulled on Friday- the day Christmas break begins but she'll only feel crappy for a couple of days and then she can enjoy her break. I feel bad but theres something inside me thats telling me to go to school on Friday and not go with her to wait for her to get out of surgery. I just can't do it, maybe its the fact that whenever one of my loved ones comes out of surgery, I automatically start crying. Not sure why, Maybe its because I'm happy nothing happened to them while under the "sleepy medicine" (I have a fear of that), Maybe its because I'm just relieved to know that there okay. Whatever it is, it won't allow me to go on Friday and I think I'm gonna go to school. Andrew laughed at me when I told him all this, but screw him, he's a boy, boys are born without the ability to have emotions. Maybe not all of them but him especially. Well, I'm off for now. <3........ -me-
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