4:19 p.m. - November 06, 2003
The Last 2 Days Have Been Pure Hell!
Wow, the week went from bad to worse just in 2 days.
THURSDAY
I had to go take Clore's playing test, even though my heart and head were both praying that he would put it off until Friday but I did it. I went in there shaking, came out shaking and felt like a idiot the whole block. I KNEW THOSE SCALES BY HEART, I WAS SURE I WAS GOING TO GET A GOOD SEAT. But my nerves got to me and I went in there and screwed it up SO bad. It was worse than bad, and now I hate myself. I really felt like walking back in the room and going to sit in last chair because it was that bad. See, you go into this closet like room and you sit on one side of this wall and Clore and his "suck up" seniors sit on the other side and listen to you plan. And all I could think the whole time while I was doing the test was that Clore was gonna come out and eat me. Kind of funny if you think about it and it made me laugh a little bit but I still feel really bad that my nerves got to me. I find out tmorrow what position I sit. I'll let you know.
FRIDAY
Andrew stole my last nerve today and embarressed the hell out of me today. I don't think I'll even forgive him. This is why: See last night I was so busy with homework and church the night before that I didn't have time to shave under my armss. It wasn't like they were that hairy but the idiot looked today and goes "You trying to be like a French person and grow your armpit hair out?" And then he turns around and tells these 2 guys behind him that my armpits were hairy. A girl behind them heard and went out and told Mrs. Venable and she yelled at him but it totally ruined my lunch period. He tried to apologize but I didn't want to hear it and you don't try to apologize to someone when your practically getting ready to laugh while your saying it. Plus, I think the only reason he did say sorry was cuz Ms. V said he need too. Lets just say we had a very quiet lunch table today. Just me and him and neither of us said a word! Think he knows I'm mad at him yet?
