8:37 p.m. - September 08, 2003
Wedding Jitters, School Stress
Haven't updated in a couple days- maybe life will slow down after this wedding........
School is beginning to be a pain in the tush right now, trying to juggle the next few days between school and this wedding will be a miracle in itself. Its only the second week of school and I have a report due on Wednesday...ON A COW!!!!!! I've also had 2 tests so far and one on Wednedsay too, god. Wednesday, I have to go get my nails filled in and make them look purdy for the wedding. Thursday is the surprise shower for Amanda.Friday is the wedding rehearsal, followed by the rehearsal dinner. Saturday is the wedding and I'm frikin nervous. I hate crowds of people and to have to walk in front of them all with all 100 sets of eyes on me is really freaking me out. I hope I make it through this wedding. Having Ms. Venable is really fun this year, I'm beginning to open up to her, telling her things I thought I never would, and she really listens and seems to care. Its nice to have someone like that, someone who's not afraid to go and yell at another teacher for giving you crap. THANK GOD FOR A NORMAL HUMAN BEING. For awhile there, I thought all teachers were nazi's- people who went through school just like you and hated all the homework they had, but then they became teachers and it seems like they forgot what school was like and they load you down with homework. But Ms. V understands, and I LOVE HER FOR THAT. Plus we got a special bond cuz she gave me my one and only prince(for now): BOB!! I thank her a million times a day for giving me him......what would I do without her or Bob? Oh, just a side note- Sent a apology letter to the welcome to providence message board and to the girl who I based my message at and she forgave me. She even decided to post my letter on WTP and the freakin administrator deleted it- I TRY TO APOLOGIZE AND SHE DELETES MY APOLOGY. How Dare Her- but I can't do a freaking thing about it and am still banned as of 8:50 pm today. Doesn't that suck?
