10:48 a.m. - 2003-07-09
Missing Much In My Life
It's amazing that after school lets out, I have nothing to talk about in my life.......... Life is boring.... Mom and Dad have been picking green beans and peas from our garden...yeah, here in VA or at least my house, you could technically consider us farmers. I don't like picking or shelling peas or beans....do you know how boring that is. God I am so not a nature girl. Just the smallest spider freaks the hell out of me, and I don't like to be out in hot weather unless I'm doing something fun, like swimming. Yeah, I complain a lot and here's more. Read On: Well, Got so bored again yesterday that I watched Providence again.......the series finale and "Paradise Inn" and most of season 1-I really would have wished that my VCR would have taped the Pilot episode and the season 1 finale where Lilly died- I really miss seeing those episodes...oh well, maybe when the DVD comes out, I'll still buy it even if I don't have a DVD player, oh well, I'll get one someday. How I would love to have my beloved Providence back on TV. Linz failed her SOL in Biology so she'll have to take it again in a few weeks. I feel so bad for her, because I always pass my SOL's and it seems like she fails most of hers. Why can't I be her just for one day....I would love for her to be able to pass them with no problem but it's just so hard for her because she has this fear of taking tests- she flips out when they are presented to her....... GOD, How I would love to fix that problem for her. Dad is still promising that we're going to go on vacation but we still haven't planned on going anywhere, not calling the travel agent, or getting brochures or even deciding what states were going to visit, come on, does it really sound like we're making a effort? In a way I miss school right now, out of all the times I came home pissed because of something that happened, it at least gave me something to have to come home to and talk about in my diary..... Peace, Love, and PROVIDENCE.
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